This year has literally been way too much for me to emotionally handle. I’m back at nothing with an apartment I have no way of paying for, meds I need to buy, etc. I have no job, no Josh, no grammie no brother, my depression is worse than its ever been. The only thing that kept me going was my job. I love my friends but even with them around me I feel lost and lonely. The job meant i was getting somewhere, that I was actually an adult, I was gonna be on my own and finally be independent.but that’s gone too.I’m back to being a fucking loser. A failure. I suck at life.
IF SOMEONE IS SCARED OF SPIDERS OR BUGS DONT FUCKING PICK ONE UP AND WALK TOWARDS THEM WITH IT YOU ARENT FUCKING FUNNY YOU’RE A GODDAMN ASSHOLE
browsing tumblr while on post limit is like a recovering alcoholic staring into the window of a bar
and the award for the best use of that gif in human history goes to whoever made this.
so I just lost my job.
I literally have no idea why.
they said I wasn’t a good fit for the restaurant.
I’ve never been late, I’ve done everything they’ve told me to the best of my ability.
I’m not perfect, but I’d only been working there two months….
I’ve got no money and I don’t know how I’m going to pay my rent and bills from now on.